Monday, March 2, 2009

My Twilight !!

well , today was and still a very relaxing day for me !! it simply , started with aheadache and 6 hours of waiting !! and im still by the way , yup waiting for Miss Mona to update my schedule , hopefully she will by the end of today and will save me from going tomorrow to uni
of course spending 6 hours of just waiting is such a lame and boring idea , " I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING " that was the first think that came outta my mouth ... and I did
ok first , I sent an email to Dr.Marcia wishing her to get well soon she had an accident and I was really worried that she actually hunted me in my dream . then , I simply went from being that lazy , bored girl to the geek version of me and that's when I looked for the name of the books for those semester and registered on my teachers online studying data base !!! I was the First , what a geeek !!! I KNOW doing this and that made me think a lil of my twilight and of the time when will I really be stepping into that !! ummmm , could it be my graduation coz I really have been waiting for that moment since ever , but I dunno graduate ppl dont think so
at least that's what they've been telling me or maybe its when that day comes yea the day when I have my own shop where i get to sell some of my own works ummm or maybe it will be when I find my someone !!! whom will love me till the end ,no no no wait maybe , maybe its when i finally get the chance of having my dream job that doesn't pay well , to tell the truth I really have a lot of things that i always wanted to do or have but I really dont know how or when
sometimes I got to do some of them but when I did it didnt feel like Im reaching My twilight or even close to it ;( sadly, you come to realize the truth at the final stop before opening the door
and instead of welcoming your twilight with an open arms it simply fades away


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