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could it be be ?!! Am I really opening my heart for you ?! Am I failing ?! .. those questions I Failed to answer .. I was scared I was determined .. what is happening to me ?! are you the fate that I have been running from ?! or your the light at the end of my tunnel ?!! .. you have giving me your heart and soul and made me feel a shamed each time that I talk to you , each time that I meet you , its strange how I feel .. you wanna give me everything yet I got nothing to give.. I didn't like who you are when I first met you .. I didnt expect that I would find home in your arms .. I was struggling that day .. didnt want it to happen I felt sick just thinking about the Idea of me and you alone ... now togetherness is all I'm after , you made me feel again , you made me feel a life ,,, you love my falls , understands me even when i say nothing at all , you have surprised me !!! I didn't know that someone like you would ever exist , I really had a wrong definition of LOVE and you just make me see what right in each day !! Im so surprised that im writing this but I dounno why im doing this but I feel so so so strange feeling I cant even decide which word would fit perfectly in here its just whatever in there that im keeping it inside .. we Talked for hours and today you were feeling down and I cared actually I was upset that your so blue , I wanted to take all your sadness away and wash all your troubles away ... Can I ?!! wanna hold you so close n feel you breath , wanted to lay ur head against my heart and hold you tight ...keep you safe , wanna make you feel like u made me feel that day ..I know sometimes I can be clueless and dont know what should I do to make you feel better but I do now and I cant wait to show you how I care about you ,..Im listening to your song ...
I'm haunted by this photograph
Don't know why
Everytime I look, I get shivers down my spine
You're such a beautiful face
I know those eyes
They take me back in time
I wish that i could tell you
What you don't know
I dream about that day
But it's impossible
In another world,
I'll be yours tonight
But i can't break free from this life
I know I promised you not to think about it but i cant help it , I'm really sorry that your going through this and I'm sorry that I'm helpless but I promise I'll make it up for you .. My sweet Baby ...
