Needy

How I hate it when I'm Needy ? how I hate need you ?! and how I hate the fact that I cant do anything about it ? ... I'm so weak and I just dont know what to do ?!! too emotional to even think ?! I just want the sweet , tender you .. I know I have been such an Idiot but what Im going through is really outta my control and I hope you understand that ... I'm waiting for Your call ... I Miss you ... and I hate that Im feeling like what I feel right now , Cause I'm scared .... so Scared to open up ....!!!!!!!!