Halo ,

Between living these days and planing what am I suppose to do in 3 months from now , between losing and winning , between facing and hiding , I've been in some sorta Halo lately

everything is kinda going the way I wanted to be or to be honest its actually not coz u dont get what u plan for u do always get plan A or B not even D but You get Fate instead !!

and thats what im facing it , im trying to be friends with my fate , so if my fate wants me to get a D this semester I'll say " yeah " uf my lovely fate wants me to be married in 3 months well

sure " yeah " again , coz im trying to be my fate's friends and thats what friend should do !!

coz sometimes its Fate who would accompany you along the way , so , I should respect it and give it a chance to be heard eventually , I cant just shut my ears forever , right ? gotta listen to what's my fate has been trying to tell me ,

so my lovely fate , im finally listening and trying my best to have such a great boned with you

please dont let me down ;)

x0x

Strange and Beautiful ..

Dressing up really feels Gud , I had fun yesterday went SHOPPING yaaaaaay + I got a really great news + everything is going so gud with my graduation party and nabel is just a maestro lol

didn't really buy too much , here's what i bought

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Love ruffles ^^

finally , my skinny jeans

and that was it :)

My Twilight !!

well , today was and still a very relaxing day for me !! it simply , started with aheadache and 6 hours of waiting !! and im still by the way , yup waiting for Miss Mona to update my schedule , hopefully she will by the end of today and will save me from going tomorrow to uni

of course spending 6 hours of just waiting is such a lame and boring idea , " I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING " that was the first think that came outta my mouth ... and I did

ok first , I sent an email to Dr.Marcia wishing her to get well soon she had an accident and I was really worried that she actually hunted me in my dream . then , I simply went from being that lazy , bored girl to the geek version of me and that's when I looked for the name of the books for those semester and registered on my teachers online studying data base !!! I was the First , what a geeek !!! I KNOW doing this and that made me think a lil of my twilight and of the time when will I really be stepping into that !! ummmm , could it be my graduation coz I really have been waiting for that moment since ever , but I dunno graduate ppl dont think so

at least that's what they've been telling me or maybe its when that day comes yea the day when I have my own shop where i get to sell some of my own works ummm or maybe it will be when I find my someone !!! whom will love me till the end ,no no no wait maybe , maybe its when i finally get the chance of having my dream job that doesn't pay well , to tell the truth I really have a lot of things that i always wanted to do or have but I really dont know how or when

sometimes I got to do some of them but when I did it didnt feel like Im reaching My twilight or even close to it ;( sadly, you come to realize the truth at the final stop before opening the door

and instead of welcoming your twilight with an open arms it simply fades away