Ambition ...

... ummmm got me thinking why did I publish this blog when I dont have the time to post or actually write something good ;) .. well I just want it to mark every step of the way cause I feel that I was born again and wanted to make sure that i have a place that I would keep my memories in the good ones of course ;) ... I usually write in my diary but that like from time to time caus eim not the diary kinda girl who writes every detail of her life in it , Nop Im not !!! cause I usually end up burning the stuff I used to have this note book , I had it when I was at High school .. which I burned 3 years a go it didnt do me good but reminding me of things I should forget ... so thats what I do I dont throw things away but burn them cause I kept them for a period of time , I'm sure they meant something to me but not anymore ... Let them n their memories hide n fly with each flame .. it may sound mean but its just my way ;). .... anyway .... as for the marking thing God !!! tooo much things wallah , even though its my last semester n I have some personal stuff going on n I have been so stressed out + broke looool + having such mood swings but somehow its the best ... with every day passes there is something ., everything is moving too fast yet so sweet ...7amdellah .. the uni has been planing so many graduation parties for us and we had 2 which i didnt attend looool I didnt like to go + Im having my own party yaaaaaaaaay the party that I would never wanna miss ;) Dr. samia got me a prize as a thank you for all of my efforts on the uni bored , felt so happy when I got her call inviting me to the gathering n telling me that Im her " STAR" Dr. samia didnt know me for the past 3 years at uni even though , I took 3 classes with her but she did she now have my number + full name + say hi + hugs in the hall its awesome !!!! I'm awesome !!!! looool not really but I always wanted her to notice me and 7amdellah the goal is achieved :) here is the call I got from her looool

so now comes the prize ;) ... here is what she gave me + a certificate

Thank you Dr.samia ;) ....... next would be the invetation cards for my graduation party !!! I got them 2 days agao and they loook fantastic yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaata !!!!

here is one ... and pardon the bad quality its captured by my Iphone

simple but fits the decoration ;) awwwwwww n today I got a call at 6:00 am from Tut telling me that she gave birth to a sweet lil girl , so happy for her a momy for the first time ... I'll be visiting her later this week inshallah , cant wait to see the baby .. love baby borns ;)

.......till then

Betsy !!

;)

been awhile since i actually posted something or even opened my laptop , i had a surgery last week and I wasnt able to , its a " laizk "that only took about 30 min suffered from pain for 3 days and experiencing how would I be If I were blind !! but 7amdellah I'm all better now and I actually had to say goodbye to my glasses it feels GREAT loooool but not the no make up part specially when ur an addict to eye liner loooooool

in few weeks im gonna graduate still not done yet with the party planing , bouought a dress though yaaaaaaaaay ;) its a betsyville dress , it was love from the first sight loool

still wanna buy shoes n pearls to go with that lil dress ;).... wish me luck , and I would welcome any further suggestion about it loooool

Unwritten !!

I'm starting to see the unwritten ;) , There's a weird calmness with in , I've never thought I would feel this way , Happy I guess ............ THANK YOU GOD

Halo ,

Between living these days and planing what am I suppose to do in 3 months from now , between losing and winning , between facing and hiding , I've been in some sorta Halo lately

everything is kinda going the way I wanted to be or to be honest its actually not coz u dont get what u plan for u do always get plan A or B not even D but You get Fate instead !!

and thats what im facing it , im trying to be friends with my fate , so if my fate wants me to get a D this semester I'll say " yeah " uf my lovely fate wants me to be married in 3 months well

sure " yeah " again , coz im trying to be my fate's friends and thats what friend should do !!

coz sometimes its Fate who would accompany you along the way , so , I should respect it and give it a chance to be heard eventually , I cant just shut my ears forever , right ? gotta listen to what's my fate has been trying to tell me ,

so my lovely fate , im finally listening and trying my best to have such a great boned with you

please dont let me down ;)

x0x

Strange and Beautiful ..

Dressing up really feels Gud , I had fun yesterday went SHOPPING yaaaaaay + I got a really great news + everything is going so gud with my graduation party and nabel is just a maestro lol

didn't really buy too much , here's what i bought

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Love ruffles ^^

finally , my skinny jeans

and that was it :)

My Twilight !!

well , today was and still a very relaxing day for me !! it simply , started with aheadache and 6 hours of waiting !! and im still by the way , yup waiting for Miss Mona to update my schedule , hopefully she will by the end of today and will save me from going tomorrow to uni

of course spending 6 hours of just waiting is such a lame and boring idea , " I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING " that was the first think that came outta my mouth ... and I did

ok first , I sent an email to Dr.Marcia wishing her to get well soon she had an accident and I was really worried that she actually hunted me in my dream . then , I simply went from being that lazy , bored girl to the geek version of me and that's when I looked for the name of the books for those semester and registered on my teachers online studying data base !!! I was the First , what a geeek !!! I KNOW doing this and that made me think a lil of my twilight and of the time when will I really be stepping into that !! ummmm , could it be my graduation coz I really have been waiting for that moment since ever , but I dunno graduate ppl dont think so

at least that's what they've been telling me or maybe its when that day comes yea the day when I have my own shop where i get to sell some of my own works ummm or maybe it will be when I find my someone !!! whom will love me till the end ,no no no wait maybe , maybe its when i finally get the chance of having my dream job that doesn't pay well , to tell the truth I really have a lot of things that i always wanted to do or have but I really dont know how or when

sometimes I got to do some of them but when I did it didnt feel like Im reaching My twilight or even close to it ;( sadly, you come to realize the truth at the final stop before opening the door

and instead of welcoming your twilight with an open arms it simply fades away

Keep it Clean ...

O.k  in my last post i did make lil plans for ma break and I was so determine on making them LoL to tell the truth I wasn't truly trying my best for some but i will *inshallah*

anyway , as i had a whole day for myself  on Tuesday and i was left alone at home doing nothing i have decided  to clean out my closet as I promised before , that how my closet looked like before , absolutely yaaaaaaaaaaki 

what i did  is I got all of my clothes outta my closet and started to categorize each LOL

and here comes the MESS !!! yup yup such  mess i was trapped in my own clothes !!

I got boxes that I have filled with the unwanted clothes  , clothes that didnt fit , and of course the ones that you always buy and never wear ;)

as I was looking through the clothes I found  this tee 

I got it as a gift from Aj she bought it from spain ^_^ cute !!

so , after spending 7 hours @.@ I finally finished cleaning 

and here's how it looks like now ..

and as my mother would always say to me * KEEP IT CLEAN * I write my final words , LOL